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Monday, September 28, 2009

Still exhaling.

Just over a month ago my nerves were shot. They still are. I hate it. I absolutely, positively hate it. But, I'm just going to keep on keeping on & move forward with my life.

I have to.

My children need me to.

My husband needs me to.

I need me to.

I'm the eternal pessimist. The glass is always {and I mean always} half empty. There is no bright side. There is no silver lining. These evil ways need to change.

I don't like uncertainty. I can't stand it when there are no answers. I despise surprises. But, the reality of it all is THAT'S LIFE. All I can do is be brave & let go. If not, I'm going to be a freakin' ulcer with legs.

I don't know what is going to happen. I have a feeling I know why things are happening. Do I know when or how things will happen? No, not really. But, what I do know is this...in order for me to shed that pessimistic side of me, I need to re-evaluate the people in my life & why they are in my life. I hate to say it, but cleansing my soul of those who eat away at me is probably going to be the best thing I can do for myself {and my family} right now.

Wish me luck.

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10 Comments:

Blogger Lis @ ATruckerWife said...

Hang in there. It's amazing how you feel when you rid your life of the negative people. It's hard, sometimes VERY hard, but in the end you need to think about yourself, your husband and your kids. :)

(((((hugs))))

Sep 28, 2009, 10:53:00 PM  
Blogger Kristen said...

praying for you :)

Sep 29, 2009, 1:59:00 AM  
Blogger Melissa G. said...

Good luck!

Sep 29, 2009, 5:05:00 AM  
Blogger Rebecca Welch said...

LUCK!

Sep 29, 2009, 7:57:00 AM  
Blogger SLJ said...

Ridding yourself of negative influences is something hard, but necesary to do. It sounds silly, but I find that when I watch/read a lot of news I become pessimistic because its all mostly negative. So, now I only watch one news progam a day to make sure I'm up-to-date but not getting myself down. My point is sometimes its the little things too... just something to think about. Good luck!!

Sep 29, 2009, 8:47:00 AM  
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Sep 29, 2009, 9:56:00 AM  
Blogger ehrodrig30 said...

Hang in there!!! I will get better. It has too!!!!
I am right there with you. I am truly a planner and want answers to questions that I am not even supposed to ask. I know that we are supposed to be grateful for what we have and not worry about everything else. BUT that is extremely hard. I am finding that life is flying by as I'm stuck worrying about everything.
My new plan is to start letting things go!!!! When I start to panic about things, I stop take a deep breath and let it go!!!
I hope this helps.
(((hugs)))
Liz

Sep 29, 2009, 9:58:00 AM  
Blogger ...::Mrs. Southern Bride::... said...

Blessings to you!

Sep 29, 2009, 12:45:00 PM  
Blogger Jules said...

I am sending prayers your way and wishing you luck!

Sep 29, 2009, 12:54:00 PM  
Blogger debra said...

Hang in there! I am a BIG proponent of ridding yourself of toxic influences (people). Very hard sometimes but totally worth it. You only have one life and you need to live it on your terms with people who truly love and support you. :)

Sep 29, 2009, 1:06:00 PM  

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