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Stuttering Shell: not ready to make nice.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

not ready to make nice.

i'll admit it...

i'm still bitter. very bitter.
i tend to hold grudges. i'm quite good at it.
i know it's not good for me, but it's just one of my defense mechanisms, i suppose.
eventually, i will forgive. but, never will i forget.

especially in this situation. a situation that is both absolutely absurd and screwed up all at the same time.

how a person can't see that they are at fault is beyond me.
how a person can act like everything is a-okay is beyond me.
how a person can continually lie is beyond me.
how a person can even think that they'll come out alright & be "back in business" is beyond me.

seriously.

get a grip and get a good, fresh dose of reality.

my children - yes, my children - have a firmer grip on what's right & what's wrong than you do.
my children understand the consequences of their actions.
my children know that it's not okay to cast blame on another when it is one of them who is really at fault.
my children know that telling lie after lie after lie will only keep them in trouble.

maybe one of these days this person will realize the magnitude of the situation.
maybe one of these days this person will actually realize that the only person to blame is themself.
maybe one of these days this person will understand the severity of the situation.
maybe one of these days this person will actually have the heart to apologize to it's family & to the other families whose lives have been either ruined or temporarily put on hold because of all of this.

until then...

i'll be moving forward without you. because i'm not ready to make nice.

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6 Comments:

Blogger Cas said...

Wow...

Feb 9, 2010, 12:41:00 PM  
Blogger Brittany Ann said...

I hope everything is OK! I'm thinking of you!

Feb 9, 2010, 12:53:00 PM  
Blogger Melanie said...

I'm sorry you are going thru a rough time! :) xoxo

Feb 9, 2010, 1:28:00 PM  
Blogger Michelle @ Flying Giggles said...

I am so sorry you are going though this. It sounds like you are really hurt. I hope everything works out for you.

Feb 9, 2010, 2:34:00 PM  
Blogger Jamie Lynn said...

You don't have to play nice yet... keep doing what you believe is right and you'll be just fine. You're setting a great example for your kids, showing them that it's good to stand up for themselves, for what's right and that Mom is one tough cookie ;)

Feb 10, 2010, 9:27:00 AM  
Blogger April said...

Aww this post makes me have a sadface!!! What's going on hun? Well...you don't have to say...but just know that I'm thinking of you!

People seriously just SUCK sometimes. I've learned that even if I'm the better person, the person who tells the truth, and the person who is RIGHT - things don't necessarily work in my favor.

My step-dad is awesome. He's from the south and just a laid back kinda guy with a southern drawl. He taught me "It ain't nuthin' but a thang."

That's all. It's just a "thing" that will pass. And our lives will go on. And it may really suck there for awhile - but really it's just a thang....hehe.

Feb 10, 2010, 11:14:00 AM  

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