butterflies.

tonight, i will be restless.

i'm painting my fingernails.
i'm plucking stray eyebrows.
i'm mentally preparing myself.

sleep will not be my friend tonight.
i know myself - my anxious self - very well.
i'll be tossing & turning.
i'll be super dependent on a cup of coffee come daybreak.

anticipation is already running through my veins.

i feel like tomorrow is the first day of school.
i have an outfit already laid out.
i have run through my morning routine a bazillion times in my head.
i am hoping we'll all get out the door on time & with no glitches or hangups.

i have a job interview tomorrow.
my first real one in nearly five years.

i am excited.
i am hopeful.
i am nervous.
i am grateful.

wish me luck.